I believe I had a dream about you last night. I was bending down looking into the face of a small child, only, my eyes couldn't focus and I was getting so frustrated because I couldn't "See" you. In the same dream, we walked away hand in hand ... like one of those off into the sunset moments. You were wearing a blue shirt. Ironically, a few years back, I had a dream and I was holding a child with curly curly hair, chocolate little cheeks, with a blue shirt. I was sure for some time it was a little girl ... about 3. I am wondering if that little "Girl" was actually you and am awed that in this dream last night, you were also wearing a blue shirt??? Not sure why it's blue but wondering if all along the Lord was telling us it was a son. For some time, we weren't sure. For a few years we knew in our hearts you were out there ... we just didn't know if you were a boy or girl. "We" didn't, but your brother and sister sure did. From the moment we first talked about your adoption, they said you were a brother! Maybe the blue shirt is the Lord's confirmation, maybe you have a blue shirt, maybe one day when we meet you'll be wearing a blue shirt or maybe there is no reason at all. Who knows! I just thought I'd take a minute to journal this. One day, we'll look back and see how the Lord with his own hands manually brought everything into clarity.
What I do know:
I can't wait until the Lord brings your face into focus! I can't wait until I can see your eyes and your smile.
Until then, I am trusting that while I focus on the Lord, he's focusing on you!
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